||About me||
Cean Angelo Reyes
December 16, 1990
16
saggitarius
Manila Science High School
Orosa (Oroshies)
Thales(Thalerson)
Ptolemy(Tolome)
Newton (Dogs& Maries):D
All-star, Muzikero
Mr. Taylor Fans Club (weeeeee:D)
MJP (Wanna' be, ASA),Newton-Marie
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Taylor time:D
you
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You know who(joke)
Morons
Stupids
Fraud web pages(Thanks Mr. Taylor)
Frigid people(Waltz ba to'? :D)
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Never say i love you
If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart
Never say you're going to
If you aren't planning to start
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie
Never say hello if you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you'll try
Never say forever
Coz forever makes me cry
Once you undergo a failed relationship,
the pain is always left unaided
everyone thinks you've moved on
but you'll later realize
You never stopped loving them
you just learned how to leave without them
When people walk away from you,
let them go...
your destiny is never tied to anybody who leaves you
and it doesn't mean that they are bad people
it just means that their part in the story
is over...
Sabi nila nagsisimula raw buhay natin,
pag nahanap na natin ung tao na mamahalin natin..
tinanong nila ko..
"nagsimula na ba buhay mo?"
sagot ko..
"tapos na iniwan na nya ko.."
do you know why its so hard
to being love again after a broken heart?
its because you no longer know how much to make the next one special
coz' youmade the first one so special
thinking she'll be your last
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Happy Valentines!!!...???
Month of february, and the two highlights of this month have just ended, valentines and prom. So, how did it go for me, good... maybe good..
Feb 14, to tell you, I looked like an idiot riding a train holding a very big bouquet. That was the first time I bought flowers and give it to someone, probably, people think I'm stupid because I don't know how to hold a bouquet carefully. I carried it like a baseball bat not thinking that it could be damage or destroyed. But still, I prefer to look stupid like that everyday if giving her flowers will make her smile. I gave her the flowers on our first period class. After that, I didn't have the guts to look at her until our dismissal. After our last class, I made a way to talk to her.
"May gagawin ka ba?"
"Kakain kami sa Ice Monster, gusto mo sumama?"
Blah blah blah, a little more talking then change of plans. Well, I thank my classmates for helping me through that. In the end only the two of us left and ate and talk for awhile. It more like a dream come true. It's been quite a long time since I went out with someone, I almost forgot how it feels. So I thank her for that, eventhough I later realized it was just a borrowed time. Like what I said, we talked a lot that time, and then she got home and I went to practice. The next day, nothing good happened, honestly....
JS Prom, well thought this won't be that good, I was wrong. Knowing that it will be held only at school, we thought the place won't be that great, but seeing how they change the quadrangle was quite surprising, the place is fine. Then food, I didn't ate much, I was not in the mood, maybe because I already think that I'm fat. About the music, I hate it, they turned the prom into a concert rather than a place for dancing. There were very few slow song giving us lesser time to dance. Now about my dance, she was the first dance, but I can't talk much about it because she won't look at me and she doesn't want to talk about some things, well I respect her. And the last dance, before I went there I made a decision, not to dance someone thinking it will just cause trouble. I mean, it almost look like that its alreday them so I'd better shut up and let her go. But that night, Chad called me, I came to him and saw Ellaine. Alright, this could be the last time I'll dance with her, let's just give it a shot.I don't want to talk a lot durinbg those times, but because the song was "Heaven Knows" I decided to talk to change the atmosphere. I still remember the times when we were talking about prom, so much for planning it didn't happen.
"Andami kong nasayaw ngaun, hehe"
"Ako konti lang eh"
"Bakit?"
"Basta ayun, parang ung dati"
"Ahh.."
I still get hurt hearing things about them, but what can I do, will crying bring her back? Definitely no, so I'll just have to let go and forget, one thing I never thought I'll do for a long time, knowing that it's hard...
Then, overnight, Me, Tim, Ejai, Roemel, Yani, Kier, Donne and Leahli went to Stephanie's house, of course Stephanie is with us. We watched "Hostel", a very disgusting movie, and I don't wanna talk about it. Then, Tim and I went to sleep even thought its very noisy because of our classmates, but I don't havve a choice, they were talking about me and her, and the things that I've said before. I can't look at her again, she could be mad at me fot those things, I don't know. Then, after some rest, I got up and they watched another movie, "Step Up". Unfortunately, they all slept and Donne and I were the ones left awake to watch. She's very cute, even when she's sleeping.
"Ate may kumot pa po ba kau? Nilalamig po kasi ung isa kong kaklase eh"
"Donne suot pa ba ung salamin?"
"Tinanggal nya na ata kanina eh"
"Suot pa, tanggalin ko na lang"
"Ang cute talaga nya matulog, haha"
"Sira ka Cean"
That dawn, around 3-5 am, the only thing I want to do other than watch movie is look at her sleep. Corny ba? haha, mahihiya na naman ako sau nyan, pero ok lang, sana pwede ka sa friday :D
9:00 PM